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  • Cassette + Digital Album

    The Certified Sticky edition of Denies My Tongue To Tell on Cassette. Features UV Full body art print. We had originally thought to do a rose gold cassette but due to stock limitations this may not be possible. I will update the photo to reflect the design, and we will do our best to deliver a truly special edition of this cassette.

    Cassette production begins when enough cassettes are sold to cover the production costs. (Approximately 50%).

    Includes unlimited streaming of Denies My Tongue To Tell via the free Bandcamp app, plus high-quality download in MP3, FLAC and more.
    ships out within 69 days
    edition of 50 
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  • Record/Vinyl + Digital Album

    Transluscent red vinyl of Espi Kvlt's Denies My Tongue to Tell on one-sided 12". Mock-up is illustrative, and the final copy will be a darker shade of red.

    Vinyl will go into production once they have sold out. I sincerely appreciate your patience and your support.

    Includes unlimited streaming of Denies My Tongue To Tell via the free Bandcamp app, plus high-quality download in MP3, FLAC and more.
    ships out within 69 days
    edition of 50 
    Purchasable with gift card

      $30 CAD or more 

     

  • Compact Disc (CD) + Digital Album

    Denies My Tongue to Tell released on CDr
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    This product, like all other SMR pre-orders, will go into production when enough copies have sold to cover the cost. For CDr production, the total cost is (approximately) $437.50.

    Includes unlimited streaming of Denies My Tongue To Tell via the free Bandcamp app, plus high-quality download in MP3, FLAC and more.
    ships out within 69 days
    edition of 50 
    Purchasable with gift card

      $20 CAD or more 

     

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about

A song about my battle with suicidal-depression and the man who violated me. I can not only relate to the ideations, but also the attempt at my own life. Ophelia may not have survived, but I did, and I will continue to tell my story. Inspired by Ophelia from Hamlet.

lyrics

Withered violets hang from thin fingers.
Here in the darkness, I find the water.
Wish I had been more like an orchid.
Beautiful and strong.
How does a love die?
Fast and painful -
no hope in sight.
I gave everything to you.
Why didn’t you let me bloom?
My hand grips the river’s edge.
The branch reaches out to greet my death.
I cannot breathe anymore.
Water flows across my lungs.
Blood still there from yesterday.
The crumpled petals drop out of my hand.
I wish the nighttime was my friend.
Bones they’ll find black and cold.
Bones to match his evil soul.
Why couldn’t the gods have favored us?
All I ever wanted was to be loved.
I hope that they never find me.
I hope I can rest in peace.
I’ll float down into the ocean.
The mermaids will make a grave for me.
They’ll clean off the blood you left all over me.
I can’t wait to leave this place.
Hold Father tightly as he says, “it’s okay.”
I hope you will die like him.
Sad and confused and pleading like a hen.
Wish I hadn’t given myself to you.
But when all is said and done,
you’ll be dead, too.

credits

from Denies My Tongue To Tell, released March 10, 2023

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Espi Kvlt

Just a gay trans writing gay trans songs.

Part-time trap metal musician, part time singer-songwriter, full-time vampire elf.

They/Vamp/Elv/He

NB Vampyre Elf

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