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  • Cassette + Digital Album

    The Certified Sticky edition of Denies My Tongue To Tell on Cassette. Features UV Full body art print. We had originally thought to do a rose gold cassette but due to stock limitations this may not be possible. I will update the photo to reflect the design, and we will do our best to deliver a truly special edition of this cassette.

    Cassette production begins when enough cassettes are sold to cover the production costs. (Approximately 50%).

    Includes unlimited streaming of Denies My Tongue To Tell via the free Bandcamp app, plus high-quality download in MP3, FLAC and more.
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    edition of 50 
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  • Record/Vinyl + Digital Album

    Transluscent red vinyl of Espi Kvlt's Denies My Tongue to Tell on one-sided 12". Mock-up is illustrative, and the final copy will be a darker shade of red.

    Vinyl will go into production once they have sold out. I sincerely appreciate your patience and your support.

    Includes unlimited streaming of Denies My Tongue To Tell via the free Bandcamp app, plus high-quality download in MP3, FLAC and more.
    ships out within 69 days
    edition of 50 
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      $30 CAD or more 

     

  • Compact Disc (CD) + Digital Album

    Denies My Tongue to Tell released on CDr
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    This product, like all other SMR pre-orders, will go into production when enough copies have sold to cover the cost. For CDr production, the total cost is (approximately) $437.50.

    Includes unlimited streaming of Denies My Tongue To Tell via the free Bandcamp app, plus high-quality download in MP3, FLAC and more.
    ships out within 69 days
    edition of 50 
    Purchasable with gift card

      $20 CAD or more 

     

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about

A character I've written many songs about, a character I adore above all others in fiction, my sweet Lavinia who was violated by men and betrayed by women and took her own life. An unfortunately very relatable tale. Inspired by Lavinia from Titus Andronicus.

lyrics

Tied up against a tree.
These nails penetrate me.
Fill my arms up with steel.
I will never leave from here.
Tongue gone, cannot speak.
Cannot say what you did to me.
But I can scream
and write down how you violated me.

The nail in the wall.
Stab myself just to feel.
Can’t go on with shame abound.
Just picture you dead on the ground.

The knife in my hand.
I will rise again.
Forget-me-nots laced in my hair.
I am no longer scared.
Look me in the eyes as I take your life.
Now who’s violating who?
Tonight, I win.
Tonight, you lose.

I’ll make sure no one comes
to say goodbye to their awful son.
Bury you so far in the ground
no one will find you now.

As the worms eat your bones,
be grateful you didn’t die alone.
I was there til the bitter end.
Gave you more than you deservèd.
I will even cry for you
and all you put me through.
You helped me to realize
I’m worth more than your sorry spine.
How did I not see it?
I’m a god;
you’re less than shit.
See you on the other side.
I hear Hell is actually nice.
Tell Lucifer I say hi.
Be there soon.
Please don’t write.

credits

from Denies My Tongue To Tell, released March 10, 2023

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Espi Kvlt

Just a gay trans writing gay trans songs.

Part-time trap metal musician, part time singer-songwriter, full-time vampire elf.

They/Vamp/Elv/He

NB Vampyre Elf

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